My pain is better than any kind of love

Steve Barman’s blog of despair and glory

shadowplay May 14, 2008

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I read a great article on Procrastination and Writers Block. Anyone like me should read it. I’ve ordered the book off Amazon. I find myself with a little bit of extra money because of the tax incentive $300 (You’ll pay for it later) cash. It’s so hard for me not to spend every dollar I get as soon as I get it. It’s difficult for me to plan for the future. It’s difficult for me to plan an hour ahead. I’m going to try to get my life together.

I’m going to try to control my ADD and compulsive procrastination. How I wrote a movie script is beyond me. I really need to keep my mind a sharp serrated edge at all times. Keep holding the flashlight of my consciousness at what I need to be concentrating on. Sometimes I feel like I’m just a cow, wandering aimlessly. Unable to accomplish anything. But I’m taking control of it. Better at 26 than never. I can’t live like this anymore.

To the next subject. What should I do for my birthday? Theremin party? Track night? John Hughes themed 80s party? TELL ME!

 

Happy vagina-popping-out-of day June 6, 2007

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So. Today I’m 26 years old. Boo. I’m tired of feeling all of the age and none of the accomplishment. I’m about to go to lunch with my mom and see this:

It’s gotten mixed but mostly favorable reviews. I *heart* French movies, especially comedies. So we’ll see how it goes.

Here’s a sexy little number. A sextastic Dinosaur Jr. t-shirt given to me by Kelly

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…. I’m not ready to be any older.

 

 
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