My pain is better than any kind of love

Steve Barman’s blog of despair and glory

A couple things July 26, 2006

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1. Fuck you. You win. I’m going back to college, university of Pheonix online, for business.

2. No, going to buisiness school is not selling out, I’m going to fuck shit up from the inside, just like that guy in Ghost World said.

3. If anyone can hook me up with a sweet job for the time being please tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I fell into the ocean, and you became my wife March 5, 2006

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Well. I was a victim of identity theft! Someone getting credit cards in my name, but supposedly it’s been taken care of. I need to change my debit card info.

Had a dream about that girl, it was more about Wendy’s shitty service and me going against a building full of assholes just to get a cup of coffee. regardless of the main plot of the dream; the girl was in it, I flicked some soda at her to get her attention. She was busy at the time playing a cutesy game of tickle tag with a few men in the next booth. I didn’t get her attention, the soda hit the front of the neck. In slow motion, the soda slowly rolled down her neck past her collar bone and into her shirt. I stood there memorized completely being looked over.

I’ve vowed to stop feeling sorry for myself, accept being single. Enjoy being single. Not let girls control me anymore.

Tonight is poker night. I hope those kids like losing.

 

eating veggie burgers, all I know is that I’m on the way home December 16, 2005

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I got my new glasses today.

Black and white 2tone, look like Joe Marras’ but the lenses aren’t as tall. Pictures when I get a digital camera.

I don’t like them. I’m going to probably buy more glasses in January.

I broke my cd player in my car by jamming a cd, outside of the cd jacket into the cd jacket holder, then jamming a cd jacket in. I need a thin strong wedge to pry it out, or take it apart. Technical people volunteer to fix it anytime!

I have a meeting at 7 AM, an inbox FULL of email that need responses. Then I work at noon. God hates Steves.

also: GodhatesFIGS.com

 

The Con! December 12, 2005

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WATCH SUBGENIUS VIDEOS….NOWWW!!!!

My fav is the Subgenius commercial, I suggest you all check out.

On the second page is Amy’s fav subgenii musician’s music video “Ballad of J.R. “Bob” Dobbs” By Dr. Ahmed Fishmonger.

Today I will be:

*Buying Amy’s super-sweet xmas present
*Reading 4 scripts
*Finishing “Killing Molly” (She’s half dead in my basement)
*Watching 2 Movies (Frank Zappa’s Baby Snakes, and Abre los ojos (Vanilla Sky was a remake of this film))
*Making an appointment to get new glasses.
*Watching Episodes 13-16 of Lost

If anyone is up for a short coffee break later call me.

 

Thank You Amazon.com December 1, 2005

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Well, You can easily spend $50 on crap through amazon, even if your wallet is at your girlfriend’s house. Amazon politely memorizes your credit card info.

Books coming in the mail soon:

* Independent Feature Film Production : A Complete Guide from Concept Through Distribution (Paperback)
by Gregory Goodell

* How I Made a Hundred Movies in Hollywood and Never Lost a Dime [Paperback]
by Roger Corman

* Music for Mechanics (Complete Love and Rockets, Book1) Vol. 1 (Paperback)
by Gilbert Hernandez, Jaime Hernandez

* Memoirs of My Nervous Illness (New York Review Books Classics) [Paperback] by [Paperback]
By: Daniel Paul Schreber

* Between Existentialism and Marxism [Paperback] by Sartre, Jean-Paul

My guess is I won’t have them read by next christmas. I’m doing something I usually don’t do either, I’m getting a bunch of people Xmas presents. So if you’re good, and hang out with me, I’ll get you one. The X is for Planet X.

 

Ugh November 29, 2005

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Well. I want to appologize to anyone I haven’t kept in touch with due to low internet time.

I can update livejournal, and read non-friends-only posts from work.

I’m out of work at 5PM today and have THURSDAY and FRIDAY off.

 

phone November 26, 2005

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I stupidly left my phone at Joe M.’s. He’s scared of me having one of his checks.

I’ll have my phone back tomorrow.

Still having a party Chris?

 

hate crimes, don’t commit them! November 19, 2005

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I just got banned from http://oink.me.uk for sending Jay a message which read “fag.” That’s the entire message. It was a joke, obviously, he has a girlfriend and enough lesbian porno to sink several ships. I was testing out the messaging system, since I’d never used it. I realize that calling Jay a fag could be seen by an administrator as a hate crime. BUT anyone who knows either of us, would know I’m joking (he’s directing the film that I wrote and I’m acting in it).

Ah well, I guess using backwards dated insults is coming up and biting me in the ass. Oddly enough, I seldomly if ever call people “fag” or anything of the like.

 

November 16, 2005

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being awake at night is just so much better than being awake during the day. No question.

 

Comrade! November 5, 2005

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Guess who’s learning to speak Russian?

Yup, me.

notice: “speak”, not read or write.

 

 
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